lalalas~
She finally come to blog. wahahas~ how many daysS i did not blog le leh? i donnoe but i know is alot alot alot of days le. last time i used to ask people to blog, but now i din update at all. i guess not even one bah.
[how's was my school life?]
well, not really that happy with the new school life. in fact, i hate this year. haixX. it's was totally different from last year. every morning was so bored. why leh? i don know how to day. if i hav to use one word to say out that feelin, that word will be "dot". dont ask mi why. as i dont know why either.
i always thought school life was fun, was enjoyable. but this year, i knew i am wrong. i realised some people i know are not their real true self. they are so fake. SO FAKE. i don like fake people. but i realised i know them. i made friend with them. why? it is because they are smart enough. haixX. *disappointed*
when people said does not matter all the time and always hav no temper. in fact, they are the fake people who are acting. they said they dont mind because they are tryin to be good, to let other people think that they hav no temper, and they do not mind those small thing. but i can tell u, they are liar. they said they don mind, but u never know what their mind is thinkin about, how's their heart felt. we never know. we never know.
in school, i was always the one who was left behind by my friends. are they worth for mi to call them friends? i dont like that feelin, but what can i do? i guess nothin i can do. sometime, i really hope i was in 5/2 with siyan, yunmin and qianting. at least when i was with them, i felt much more happier than in my class. so what 5/2 got them? i rather i was in 5/2 where i will feel much more happier.
but look at the other side, if i never come across this matter, i think i will never get to know those thing. and i guess i never grow up. actually, it can be a happy one, if i know how to look on the bright side. as i know i cant blame anyone for what i hav now. so i was just accept it.
[ how's my life when i not in school? ]
of course, it was a happy one. almost everyday get to chat with my friends. almost everytime get to play computer. almost all the time was playin maplestory. almost everyday, i get to enjoy it. after school life was a happier one. yeahs~
i updated my blog.
dont say dont have.
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